you can lay your body in the hollow where i used to be and you could fill me in

i am listening to josh pykes' album and it is the greatest creation ever. just so you know. i looove it. so much. you really have no idea how awsome it is. i strongly recommend you aquire some of his music somehow. it will improve your life for 2.27 minutes. trust me. it is the kind of music that you can become totally absorbed in. so that you can't hear or think or feel outside of the song.

i am going a little mental because i have run out of water. i refuse to drink the tap water because somebody has poisioned it or something. mabye it has just been contaminated i don't know. i realise that that sounds a little bit insane but i can taste it and i just know. so if i was you i wouldn't drink tap water. i'm seriously not joking. strongest gut instinct i've ever had.

do you wanna be the one who saw me falling and didn't even try to catch me?

i realised earlier today that life must be really hard for porn stars. because they have to choose between having no gag reflex and sucking big penises really well. or having a really good gag reflex and being a skinny bulimic. i guess thats just a career decision that they have to make. i wonder how many calories are in sperm?

my neighbours dog attacked a kitten from the neighbours on the other side. we rescued it but but it died in my arms. blake was devestated... he has trouble controlling his emotions. then again he saw the whole thing and heard it's back break and stuff like that so i guess i should cut him some slack. i had to tell the people that their cat died and i didn't know what to say and i was tactless. it isn't the dog fault, it never gets walked and it gets fed once each week. the rspca was ment to come pick up the dog today but it didn't. i was sorta relieved cos i would miss him and so would teasha.

my mum got an insulin pump so now she doesn't have to inject five times each day which is good. but it is bad cos it doesn't really work that well so now she has hyperglycemia. which eventually led to ketoacidosis. which makes her breath smell bad and also can comatose you pretty quick. but i think that has improved.

well i haven't done one of these for a while so...

1 . What is your occupation? student and bilo worker and usher
2. Like banana sandwiches? yes esp. when combined with honey. that is possibly the most fattening sandwhich ever but i love it anyway.
3. What are you listening to right now? josh pyke surprisingly enough
4. What was the last thing you ate? chips
5. Do you wish on stars? i did once when i was young and suffering from a condition called hope
6. If you were a crayon, what colour would you be? probably red. bright and bold. and the one that always gets lost.
7. How is the weather right now? it's night and for some stupid reason i figure that there is no weather at night
8. Last person you spoke to on the phone? Claire beary quite contrary how does your garden grow? lloyd
9. Do you like the person who sent this to you? this question is irrelevant
10. How old are you today? 18 years, 7 months exactly
12. Favourite sport to watch? ballet :) yay! but if you mean actual sport then i guess gymnastics or syncronised swimming
13. Have you ever dyed your hair? yes and it never really looks very good.
14. Do you wear contacts or glasses? both crazily enough. not at the same time though.
15. Pets? dog=teasha, cat=zebby, both=my loves
16. Favourite month? april probs
17. Favourite food? chicken and chocolate and coffee
18. What was the last movie you watched? supersize me i think
19. Favourite day of the year? i don't really have one
20. What do you do to vent anger? i refuse to let the anger build up in the first place. this is achieved by being emoitionally empty :)
21. What was your favourite toy as a child? this doll called melody that was my mums
22. Fall or spring? autumn
23. Hugs or kisses? hugs
24. Cherry or Blueberry? blueberry all the way
25. Do you want your friends to email you back? i think that would be an unrealistic expectation
26. Who is most likely to respond? the entire world
27. Who is least likely to respond? the entire world
28. Living Arrangements? me, mother, father, and north brisbanes most delinquent 14yr old
29. When was the last time you cried? not sure... i think a couple of months ago
30. What is on the floor of your closet? shoes... my clothes are stored on the floor of my bedroom and all over my study desk
31. Who is the friend you have had the longest? my mum
32. What did you do last night? watched tv
33. What are you afraid of? someone breaking into my house while i am in it
35. Plain, cheese or spicy hamburgers ? how does none sound?
36. Favourite car? suzi!! no seriously i hate that car just as much as i love it. today she got up to 65 and i was so proud of her. she was going down a hill tho.
37. Favourite dog breed? i love nearly all dog breeds. probably springer spaniels.
38. Number of keys on your key ring? two
39. How many years at your current job? 3 exactly... crazy
40. Favourite day of the week? probably wednesday.. body pump and pilates and it is payday and sometimes claire comes to uni and we drink. yay.

farewell my loves! i am going to turn up my music very loud and lay on my back in the darkness and live!!!



cos there's a couloring pad in the back of my head and i wanna fill you in.