feg penis poo

sometimes i wish that i was the most important person in the world to somebody. I was thinking and if the world was gonna blow and everyone i knew could take one person into the shelter with them, i would never be their first choice. i'd make a fair few top threes fo sure. but i would never be number one. sometimes i wish that i could be that friend people call when they need a chat. all i want to do is help people. but nobody would ever think of me that way. sometimes i wish people wondered about how i was feeling deep down inside. sometimes i wish that people would value my thoughts. sometimes i wish i was a human and not just the running joke. sometimes i wish people considered my feelings before they acted. sometimes i wish people would see the truth when i say that i don't care. sometimes i wish people didn't tell me to do stupid stuff cos they are too afraid to do it themselves. sometimes i wish it wasn't my fault. sometimes i wish i was stupid. sometimes i wish i didn't hide the signs. sometimes i wish someone would ask me how my day had been. sometimes i wish i could be religious so i could reassure myself it would all be ok. sometimes i wish i had a true friend. sometimes i wish people who write wingy blogs and shove them on the internet would be a little bit selfless and deal with their problems by themselves. hehe.

love and peace!!!!! eliza